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Feb. 1st, 2003 06:58 pmI'm changing, it seems. I appear to be turning into someone who is not quite so nice and who is less willing to not say things that she feels should be said because they might hurt feelings. Someone who thinks about herself before worrying about others. In some ways it's good, yes, in others, it's bad. Where do I draw the line, now?
I feel as though I have gotten fed up with putting up with so much crap, that I am tired of being the nice guy who finishes last, that if other people can't handle what I've been trying not to say to them then they're wusses. It's at least partly due to the fact that I get frustrated a lot faster lately.
I don't know what's happened to me. I really have no frame of reference of whether it's bad or not. I dunno; those of you who know me, does it seem as though I'm changing for the worse or the better? Am I growing a spine or becoming a bastard?
(i think I've made a similar post before but can't find it now. It is something I've contemplated for a while.)
I feel as though I have gotten fed up with putting up with so much crap, that I am tired of being the nice guy who finishes last, that if other people can't handle what I've been trying not to say to them then they're wusses. It's at least partly due to the fact that I get frustrated a lot faster lately.
I don't know what's happened to me. I really have no frame of reference of whether it's bad or not. I dunno; those of you who know me, does it seem as though I'm changing for the worse or the better? Am I growing a spine or becoming a bastard?
(i think I've made a similar post before but can't find it now. It is something I've contemplated for a while.)