It begins to fall together...
Apr. 17th, 2003 02:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bookwyrmTalked to the financial aid people today, got loans to cover my excess from last term. "You should have talked to us about this sooner!" they said. "Well, yes, the last time I talked to you people at the START of term you said there was nothing you could do and that I should try to find outside loans" I realized an hour later but of course couldn't say.
Anyway, it's so late in the term that I have to go petition CAP to get registered now. *Sigh* meep. I just know they're going to tell me I haven't done well in my studies and "suggest" that I take some "time off" to "straighten myself out." But maybe if I fellate my professors...
Um, no, let's pass on that.
Got my refund check from Massachusetts already. (only filed 3 days ago.) Pretty decent chunk o' money, too. I'll probably apply it towards some bills.
Got two 002 labs done today. Too bad it appears that there's another one due Friday. Guess I know what I'll be doing tomorrow night.
I am feeling a happy glow of competency, or at least of getting-things-done-ness. I know I've only done about a third of everything that needs to get done, but every time I think about the pile that remains I sink back into the familiar lethargy and want to do no more than sleep all day. And I really can't afford that. So I will continue to work as hard as I can and get things done as quickly as I can, and hope that's enough. I shall also have to acknowledge my body's weakness and make sure to keep it well-rested.
In other news, we learned The Flourish in Squares yesterday. (The one for Weave the Ring.) I'd already gotten help from wonderful dancers on how to do it, but it'll be a lot easier now that I get to practice it regularly. I'm still a bit slow. But it's fun!
In general, I do not feel more positive, but I do feel more able. And that is enough, for now.
Anyway, it's so late in the term that I have to go petition CAP to get registered now. *Sigh* meep. I just know they're going to tell me I haven't done well in my studies and "suggest" that I take some "time off" to "straighten myself out." But maybe if I fellate my professors...
Um, no, let's pass on that.
Got my refund check from Massachusetts already. (only filed 3 days ago.) Pretty decent chunk o' money, too. I'll probably apply it towards some bills.
Got two 002 labs done today. Too bad it appears that there's another one due Friday. Guess I know what I'll be doing tomorrow night.
I am feeling a happy glow of competency, or at least of getting-things-done-ness. I know I've only done about a third of everything that needs to get done, but every time I think about the pile that remains I sink back into the familiar lethargy and want to do no more than sleep all day. And I really can't afford that. So I will continue to work as hard as I can and get things done as quickly as I can, and hope that's enough. I shall also have to acknowledge my body's weakness and make sure to keep it well-rested.
In other news, we learned The Flourish in Squares yesterday. (The one for Weave the Ring.) I'd already gotten help from wonderful dancers on how to do it, but it'll be a lot easier now that I get to practice it regularly. I'm still a bit slow. But it's fun!
In general, I do not feel more positive, but I do feel more able. And that is enough, for now.
